1.26.2010

Milk Shall Flow into Eager Mouths Opened

Here are some juicy excerpts from my latest read, The Sexual Enlightenment of Children by Sigmund Freud

an extremely brief introductory background: Hans is a little boy that is studied by his father and recorded by Freud. Here we learn of Hans sexual growth and development, and carefree attitude toward his "widdler" and "widdling".  Widdler is not the original word of Hans, but offered as a translation from the original German.  Hans called it his wiwimacher.  Would that be weewee maker in english? Oh boys.

Page 49, The Sexual Enlightenment of Children

Hans: "Mamma, have you got a widdler too?"
Mother: "Of course. Why?"
Hans: "I was only just thinking."

At the same age he went into a cow-shed once and saw a cow being milked. "Oh, look!" he said, "there's milk coming out of its widdler!"


I once put forward the view that there was no need to be much horrified in finding in a woman the idea of sucking at the male organ.  This repulsive propensity, I argued, had a most innocent origin, since it was derived from sucking at the mother's breast; and in this connection I went on, the udder of a cow plays an apt part as an intermediate image, being in its nature a mamma and in its shape and position a penis. 


This idea is a genius explanation.  Does mother nature becomes the scapegoat for all women's and men's naughty little desires, or is there truth and relativity in his theory? I think it takes an exaggerated logical approach, but I am a sucker for sexual critical analysis especially in adolescence. whatever that means.

this little old book that is falling apart has given me a blossom of ideas for some smaller sculptures. I will post pics as they come to completion.






1.15.2010

Onward! To the Start of the Last!

With winter break gone, classes start on Wednesday. Driving back to CT Tuesday.  Big plans to wrap up senior year, final projects, thesis exhibition, applications, graduation, Iowa. Going out with a bang, fingers crossed.

 Currently: Finishing flocking the crib for Smoke Before Fire.  Creating new  male dino/horses.  I might luster the genitalia and flock them picture book colors, perhaps add whiskers and underbelly fur.  For scale, I'm thinking pet size, so you just have to touch and caress.

Just ordered more flocking from www.craftflocking.com

Got a lot more colors, even some flitter! (flocking plus glitter)

Winter break was pretty good, caught up on reading, bought some books. Currently reading Becoming Judy Chicago by Gail Levin, The Sexual Enlightenment of Children by Freud, and Modern Man in Search of a Soul by Carl Jung.

I got a lot of thinking done that I had held off for a while, decided not to apply to a special student/fifth year program. Instead I'm taking off for Iowa the first week in July.

Internships I have applied to: Figge Art Museum

Places I want to apply: Prairie Center for the Arts, Corning Center for the Fine Arts, Downtown Davenport Residency Program

Studio where I will do ceramics in Iowa: Dubuque Center for the Arts

-hollie